Saturday, April 27, 2019

FMD What I Think

Functional Movement Disorder:

Functional you are somewhat, in a different way.  Don’t over do anything because It will stand in your way.  It will make you weak when you feel strong, it will take your muscles and pull them along.  

Movement, there is none. The more you move on a bad day the worse it will get.  The more you move on a good day, you will pay later, because it will come bite you in the ass when you least expect it.  

Disorder, why yes it is a disorder.  The body is being disorderly.  Should also be called distortion because it makes my lip droop and droll.  It makes my speech almost unrecognizable.  It causes uncontrollable shaking of extremities.  It causes flinching of limbs as if you had a tick.  It makes your face numb, your eyes hurt, and gives you an all over feeling of pain and fatigue.  

And you never know when it will strike you, you never know how long it will last.  You just take the good with the bad and try to keep going.  Three steps forward, four steps back... 

Welcome to the unknown world of FMD